stronger or weaker?

life is chaos and confusion. nothing is stable or set. strangely peaceful...or is it known as denial. feelings are not being truly felt, barrier present. hence the calm aura among the uncertainty. blessing in disguise or cause of future downfall? feel unhinged, disconnected. well...at least it's a feeling? I also miss my driving buddy. oh well...all will work itself out one way or another. if it doesn't kill me it will make me stronger. OR if it doesn't kill me it will involve hours and thousands in therapy and medication and leave me scarred for life and weaker. proverbs are the ultimate tool of the diplomat...choose what seems appropriate to cheer someone up (or down).